Aquaintances with the bad

how i feel can't be explained
all i feel is sustained
running away and never coming back
leaving behind these messy tracks

blues, white, green i dont care what it is
this life im surrounded by is straight up no good.
who are these people im involved with?
who i thought were my friends, it has finally come clear
im not friends with them, im friends with their stems

disappear breakaway make it unknown
little things in life are better than the unknown
dont care if im liked, just wanna be me
run away, dont be seen, very discrete

i have danced with the devil
that is for sure, now ill burn while i struggle to end this for sure