I get knocked down, but I get up again

Alright so its basically known that when life gets hard, shit man you dont let it knock you down.
After watching the Victor Ortiz vs. Mayweather fight the other night, I have come to a realization, you never let your guard down to a certain extent, especially when you are not in the ring with someone ... like duh!

Life is going to get tough and you are going to get knocked down, but its so much easier just walking it off and finding new things than going around moping your head down. Who wants negative energy and negative surroundings. Lifes too short, way too short.

When you have an opportunity you better take it, and make the most of it you only live this life once but if you work hard and then live it the way you want to live it it will all work out, but nothing comes easy to you, nothing at all. Hardwork and dedication. 

It's like when the season's change and the people change with the seasons, whether its allergies, depression from a cold dark winter, happiness because of sunlight and sunshine and warm weather, whatever it may be, make sure you stay true to yourself along the way, and you find your own inner happiness and that no one can make you happy but YOU.

xoxox

New Begginnings mean ... NEW HAIR

the end.

so tired of being let down
im tired of giving my all
its time to move on.

actions speak louder than words
i cant be your game anymore
your fish on the hook
can't dangle me anymore.

no one understands
but i do.
you really dont like me
don't deny it, cause its true.

my time on you has been wasted, but time no more
my heart is in a sad state, but that was before.

Nothing.

Tell me how it feels to break her down. 

Do you feel like more of a man? 

Til the very last bit of dust swept away, is that what it meant to you? 

Her peices are in a pile on the floor, next to a broom and dust pan, because now you must sweep your own mess. And you can sweep it up and throw it out, and start a new because thats what you do.

Did you care to know her? Or was she just a prize possesion to you? Something you conquered, something that was only yours, where you could have your cake and eat it too. 

When did you stop caring for her? Why were you so cruel? 

If you said all those words, why am i such the fool ?

You took a knife and found a way into the heart.

You broke down the wall that never falls.

You continue to stab til this day but on this day there is no more.

She is a broken mess right there on the floor.

Now you must sweep it up

She gave and gave, loved and love. Followed her heart and listened. 

Wanted to be a new start on love, with growth and success and full of life and memories to come. 

Nothing was given in return, but all she wanted was love, no back bone to even have her back.
She didn't want money, or flashy things, just a connection between the two, that she thought she knew

You would have watched her fail in a crowded room and not said one word. 

Made her feel alone in a crowded room.

Why are you such a coward? Why did this even happen? Is it all my fault ? Was I at wrong all along?

In the end you won nothing, but she learned something. She thought you were something, and then she just realized, that you are something.

You give what you get and you get what you deserve. 

sting

Touring around with the souls of those who believe

Through the energy of the bodies bringing the heat

It’s either negative or positive, but it can never be destroyed

Actions overtake the person within, with feelings that later regret and feel like a sin

These so called written rules that are meant to be broken

But life in itself is not yet written

Don’t let yourself limit

A feeling of remorse, longing, and self inflicted ache

But only time will heal the wounds of a heartbreak

Salt stings the throbbing twinge and allows a numbing sensation

With an unknown destination

A long lost farewell

write a love letter every day
and we will see what we have to say
for now we can not speak or see
but just watch our senseless misery
fade to glory as we drift against the current of the sea

A long lost memory

Love & Lust are tears that must be let out, because they are the words of the heart, and of something so great that once was. So wipe them here & let them be, and throw them away like a long lost memory.

TAHOE